I figured it was about time for an update. Life has been hectic and busy, so we have neglected this blog.
It takes me a little bit, but I can admit when I go overboard, or go to extremes. To my defense, I am going through many significant changes. Friends leaving, changing jobs... My life is about to take a complete 180 I predict. It's scary, but it can be a good thing too.
I definitely put a little too much meaning into what happened with Jake. I hate that my posts were so rambling and made little sense. But we got past that issue. I apologized, he apologized. Things are ok for the most part.
I think that he can't accept that I am different from his past girlfriend(s). He keeps expecting me to react a certain way to his regimented lifestyle, and has incorrectly assumed a couple of times that I wanted a relationship. Despite my frequent reminders to him that I don't want a relationship at this point. I am quite happy and content with the status of things right now, which is no commitment and free to do as we please. It seems he may be starting to accept that about me.
I think we are just feeling each other out, learning more about the other. We are both difficult creatures, a bit stubborn, used to doing our own things and not answering to other people. Which means some headbutting at times. We'll just have to see what happens.
